A book that ends with no last page

2011-03-12T19:48:00.000-08:00

As weekdays and weekdays unwind,
I’ll be found staring back in time
14-12-2009 at the stroke of midnight
Holding you tight, your body and mine, in December
Few scenes from my life where moments mean more to me than our fine nights,
I remember like yesterday, the time of my life .

2011-03-12T19:29:00.000-08:00

Oh, love to be here but how can I stay?
Oh, hate to be here but how can I go?

2011-03-12T19:11:00.001-08:00

Cos all you want is to know that I'm yours .

2011-03-12T19:03:00.001-08:00

I don't understand, I embrace every thought, every word...everything .

2011-03-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

These imperfections make it hurt
And you're far away now but I know you're coming home .

2011-03-12T18:42:00.000-08:00

without that loser who once said here's your kiss goodbye .

lonely hearts,
shattered dreams .
there's nothing better in this place
sail away, into the unknown
nothing but memories in your mind .

2011-01-20T08:38:00.000-08:00

DUA PULUH -an GEREKKKKKKK !

its official .

2011-01-14T21:08:00.000-08:00

tell me whats the reason that you hold on when you know exactly what you'll be in this gallery .

٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶

2010-12-12T10:07:00.000-08:00

never wished to have someone like you now,

but someone like you onced .

you feel me ?

i'm afraid i might hurt myself after leaving .

but i just hate to see what it is now .

god, what should i do ?

now i feel like a dying ant calling for HELP after being stepped onto .

..............

Noridah, why have you changed ?

2010-12-12T09:53:00.001-08:00

im very disappointed .

i love you but im letting go .

i just cant take this any longer .

may god bless you . Amen .

2010-11-15T08:48:00.000-08:00

hello small world .

hockey game today was gooooooooooood .

against NYP and we lost 2-0 .

but we won SECOND . WOOT WOOOOOOOT !

without any trainings . never played with any of them before .

but guess we did really well as a team .

SECOND is not bad right ? haha .

we only lost this one game and the rest is draw and won .

so i really think my team is awesome .

..............

.thisforyounoridahabdullah.

im sorry . and im hurt .

i miss you . see you .

2010-10-29T10:54:00.000-07:00

shagged .

..............

.thisforyounoridahabdullah.

I LOVE YOU

2010-10-29T10:51:00.000-07:00

oh man, its back to floorball day .

go Armadas ! (:

and cant wait for the next hockey game .

i suck but loving the pressure .

2010-10-19T20:52:00.000-07:00

i just can't take this any longer .

just, fcuk you !

2010-10-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

she wanna work at Sentosa .

well, go for it . but im not in it anymore .

no mood like damn !

.............

.foryounoridahabdullah.

you know you have to let go but your heart just dont want to .

2010-10-02T10:30:00.000-07:00

imissyou kawanku .

i know whats happening and i dont like it at all .

girlfriend, please understand .

2010-08-31T00:55:00.000-07:00

HUSH you MOFOs !

cant accept me being this way atleast shut your mouth and play your own game .

im not like this to entertain your shits .

just fcuking eff yourself off from my shits .

..............

.foryounoridahabdullah.

she is the only one i think about leading lady in my dreams .

she's the one i cannot live without .

love's on the line .

2010-08-31T00:29:00.000-07:00

saya mendak kebabai boleh ?

plus i think i skipped school today . HAHA .

..............

.foryounoridahabdullah.

" your like an Indian summer

in the middle of winter

like a hard candy

with a surprise center "

2010-08-29T12:30:00.000-07:00

ini dua gambar just spoilt my bloody awesome mood today .

is this another of you lie ?

am i that dumb that you love to lie to me ?

or is it you thats stupid enough to lie to me ?

cos from what i see, your lies always comes to me dead .

TRUTH HURTS LIES WORST, stoopz !

why cant you just understand ?

for me to feel secure, for me to not be this way,

is for you to just understand me .

erase the past that can be seen by me please .

whats on your mind, i wont know .

as much as you deny about 'memories dont fade like photographs',

i still believe in that .

memories wont go that easily .

whats more when you still have your memories like photos diaries etc .

it will just haunt you anytime .

..............

.thisforyounoridahabdullah.

i hate flashbacks . i cant stand this anymore .

2010-08-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

can someone please wake my girlfriend up :(

she's sleeping like a log .

2010-08-26T22:06:00.000-07:00

hello people .

i miss that girl right there .

we used to be so close back then .

so whats happening now, IDK .

Nana.Ozu . i miss you, stoopz !

. thisforyounoridahabdullah .

" i miss you, i miss your smile .

and i still shed a tear every once in a while .

and even though its different now, you're still here somehow .

my heart won't let you go, and i need you to know

I MISS YOU "

2010-08-15T20:57:00.000-07:00

i miss the apple of my eye .

i dont know whats happening now and i dont like it .

collecting collecting, dont till i BOMB .

cos i promise you wont like it .

and National Day 2010 was AWESOME !

whats awesome, the people were .

everything was .

I SUKA ( !!! )

know whats better than AWESOME ?

this is, below .

8th Aug, Street Tourney at Bedok .

3rd runner up .

its the very first time played together .

were lost . but we made it .

AWESOME EB Jr !

think im done here .

see you people .

....................

" walaupun hatiku kau lukai,

namunku masih menyayangi "

2010-07-26T20:24:00.000-07:00

know what ? we're doing pretty well with dice five .

but yeah 2-2-1 is coach's prefered .

no comments . i still love my team .

you either play your game, play opponents game or just bring yourself down with this yada yada here and there .

lets play smart :)

2010-07-21T12:14:00.000-07:00

oh wednesday whore .

was waiting but to no avail .

you know how much your presense meant at that point of time .

you just gonna stand there and hear me cry .

ITE won 2-1 against NP .

ITEEEEEEE - FIGHT !

2010-06-20T08:50:00.000-07:00

felt cheated .

thank you for making me struggle .

thank you for making me cry, love .

its rocking . its turning rusty .

but i'll just hope for a better tomorrow .

2010-06-20T08:36:00.000-07:00

why is it when you dont like me doing it,

now you're doing it yourself ?

EXPLAIN please .

im confused . and pretty much dissappointed .

2010-06-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

hello goodmorning .

14th ended .

had training at Springfield .

the rest of the day, lazy to elaborate .

i dont know why my heart is aching real bad .

so thats it . im off .

2010-06-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

last years team, MISSED .

goodnight .

2010-05-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

hello

im sick .

can i say i just hate school ? seriously .

2010-05-01T17:37:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating .

freaking busy with school and life .

ok byeee .

2010-04-10T10:41:00.000-07:00

heyyaaaaah !

sorry for the late update .

heck i've been freaking busy with life .

ok school gonna start soon . WTH ! love but hate it .

later today training with Armadas .

Goodnight .

2010-03-29T19:57:00.000-07:00

[ marina barrage with central babes ]

Happy belated 20th Birthday to Siti Norlela .

Happy 19th Birthday to Nana WET .

ok so, floorball training will start every Wednesday starting from this week .

what the hell ! i still prefer Thursday .

ahh, dont wanna think about it .

so, yesterday was awesome .

Botanic Garden, Town, Suntec, Marina, Causeway, Admiralty .

hahaha . count that alot .

2010-03-28T19:10:00.000-07:00

hey small world .

ok for this one week, my grandma will be at my place .

so you should know what that means ok .

proper timing before i could go out .

must be home early .

must behave myself at home .

no more creating noise pollution in day&night time .

okbest . what a life .

BUT, i love my grandma !

2010-03-26T00:41:00.000-07:00

. insides pretty .

button up . noob face . get crazy .

. my one and only SIOMAN, Hazi .

there's more,

but i'll just upload this .

2010-03-25T00:51:00.000-07:00

cos yesterday was a good good night ! ((:

Zirca with my people .

first stop yesterday was meeting floorball mates .

we had an outing to Marina Barrage .

went kite flying . WOOHH ! very FUN-neh !

then off to Rebel . CHOP CHOP !

slack while eating mcDonalds .

since Zirca there's a private event and we can only enter after eleven .

off we went to Zirca . Saw Sammy and Yem .

PARTAY PARTAY PARTAY ! :D:D:D:D:D

saw Ruby bebe, love(:

i miss her so damn alot ! atlast . haha .

chit-chat and went back party-ing .

went off around 430 .

breakfast and HOME !

beep test later . ok now im feel like crazy .

more photos soon .

2010-03-23T11:36:00.000-07:00

Morning Sunshine (:

ok, there's no sun yet actually but its morning so ya .

okNEXT !

whats the plan today ? i'm stepping a place which i onced never interested to go .

wanna know where ?

tune in for more .

2010-03-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

hey small world !

sorry for not updating this blog .

been busy lately . so, GYEAH !

was up real early today, for no reason .

chatted with Fan Wilder for awhile,

& i went offline looking for new blogskin .

and WALLAH ! this the outcome .

simple and SIMPLE right ? ok, i know and i love it .

i know things ain't good lately, but just so you know, I miss you !

2010-03-13T19:02:00.000-08:00

Charity Soccer 2010

one word, AWESOME !

2010-02-09T22:16:00.000-08:00

WAZZAAAAAA ! :)

guess im gonna leave this blog to rot

cos my laptop cant be repair-ed

EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF !

been rotting at home

out around S'pore

tawning non stop

gyeah ! thats life without school .

so, see you guys when i see you aye

& my life is wonderfully great now .

2009-09-29T11:44:00.000-07:00

. be back next year .

haha

2009-07-10T13:20:00.000-07:00

LAPTOP CURRENTLY DOWNNNNNNN !
CANNOT 'ON' .
NO LAPTOP !
NO UPDATES !

ok bye.

2009-07-05T01:39:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES MATES.

:) loved

2009-07-05T01:21:00.000-07:00

great day yesterday.

naddy . razmilsyah . syukrii . sammy . latep . zue .

had our last OUTZ before school reopens.

SHEESHA, we went. mixed fruit.

then to singapore's very own durian, Esplanade.

watched some concert. had cookies and drinks.

off we went, home sweet home. last train.

thank you Razmilsyah ((: [ you know what for ]

tomorrow marks the first day of school,

and i'm not looking forward to it.

school is a whore.

2009-06-28T20:59:00.000-07:00

.ON HIATUS.
Floorball KL Trip

miss me when i'm gone
and please don't mess up my blog, kids

2009-06-28T09:59:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY (:

AJ's game at Canberra, 5pm.
GO GO AJ ! :D

Meeting F after that.
fetching me since he got something on in Woodlands at night.
plus, to spend Quality time together before I go off tomorrow.
SADDDDD, he can't see me off cos he got school.

gotta get packed now.
won't be free at all when afternoon comes.

but before that, gonna watch Sifu dan Tongga.
Hilarious, go check it out.
TONGGA TONGGA TONGGA !
" nak duduk macam niiiiiiiii... *with the action* "
HAHAHA.

p.s. great day yesterday with Razmilsyah, Syukrii, Sammy, Din 'Ally.
subway cookies. slack at esplanade. NDP rehearsal. land shop, CS and Left4Dead.
I played CS only and I'm like very sekental baby.
imma girl, what do you expect?. HAHA.

miss me when i'm gone.

2009-06-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

the plan was to have conference call with all the girls who are going to KL.
and pack our stuffs for the KL trip together. its at 2am. waited so long.
went offline at 0130, thought of just lying down on the bed for 30 minutes.
but when I woke up, its 0230. hahaha.
so texted Jovin. she said they are already in conference chat.
I was like? HUH?! no news, suddenly conference already.
she asked me to call but I was supa exhausted.
my eyes can barely open. so, I said I'll skip. hahahaha.
but thats not the point.
the point of telling you this is to apologize to someone.
FARHANA, MAAF YAAAAAA ! AKU PAITAO AKU TAHU. hahahaha.
she's like working at 0900 today. but I forced her and told her this,
" LAST WARNING ! kau tido , monday kau watch out !!! "
hahahahahaha. end up I was the one sleeping.
so that means, everyone has packed except for me. GAAAAAAH !
lazyyyyyyyyyyyy.

SUNDAY(:

2009-06-26T19:14:00.000-07:00

SAPPP.

just reached home. exhausted.
and my butt hurts, for i don't know what reason.
woke up at 0730am. shower yada yada, 0815, ready GO !
saw huda, waited for amira. reached school around 0930.
never thought that I would be on time.
so *blublablubla* training. today its about err attacking-defence? HAHH.
training ends around 12, I supposed. clock in the hall spoilt. pathetic.
a talk from coach for the KL trip. positions etc etc.
was told to take turns to play center and defence. yeahh.
A BIG NO NO TO FORWARD. Yes' ah !
collect jersey. after years, at last I got my favourite number, # 10. WOOTZ !
ate at Food Culture. walked around to find Amira's and Huda's stuffs.
home around 6 pee amp.

GUESS WHAT ??? WHAAAAAAAAAAAT !

.ONE.
THE USB GOT WORST. I CAN'T CHARGE MY MP3 NO MORE.
HOWWWWWWWWWWW ?! ALL OF A SUDDEN. CHEEEEE-ASS !

.TWO.
Our Floorball Inter-College Tournament will be postponed till 29th July.
1-2-3-FCUK SWINEEEEEEE ! (H1N1)
I really hope Monday's will go on as planned.

such a turn off.

2009-06-25T18:37:00.000-07:00

heeeeey ya, hey yaaaaaaaaa !
firstly, sorry about the previous post.
just blurting it all out. HAHH.

Woke up at 0715, shower.
Got ready. Text people. Ready Go !
0930 reached ITE Tampines.
The rest, came later.
So helped Mr Ruben arrange trophy.
Amira came. Did the Sentosa tix thingy.
The rest came. 2000 tix done.
Brought some tix with us.
1230, Mdm Banu drove us down to ITE Bishan.
Handed the tix to Mr "forgot who" personally.
For some reason, MUST PERSONALLY. HAHA.
Classroom. Floorball KL trip briefing.
This part, gotta let you know.
We're checkin' in into a Five Star Hotel WOAHH !
hahaha, go get jealous.
Our schedule in KL, gonna be exhausted.
Lots of Matches and Trainings. Yeahh.
PLUS gotta be in ITE Bishan at 0645. DOUBLE-D-WOAHH !
Thats all I gotta say now. Belom go belom know.
So yeah, will update more when I'm back in Singapore, Thursday.

Tomorrow training, 0930am.
Saturday no plan.
Sunday AJs game at Canberra Secondary.
YAY ! Gonna step in Canberra again after years.
Monday, Fly OFF !

MY USB FOR MY MP3 IS BEING SUCH AN ASS!
EFF YOU SEE KAY OKAY. PISSED.
HOW TO UPDATE SONGS? I'M DYING TO UPDATE MY SONGS.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH !
WHATS MORE, ITS NOT THE INSERT WIRE TO CONNECT TO LAPTOP KINDA LIKE MP3.
SO ITS NOT THE BUY NEW USB WIRE. ITS BUY NEW MP3. SHEEATE !
OH GOD, THIS IS KILLING ME BIG TIME.

its a wrap.

2009-06-25T01:05:00.000-07:00

time checked : 0054 , 12:54 am.

I was already in my dreamland at 10plus pee amp.
purpose, must be in ITE Tampines at 9am.
was awaken by text messages one after another.
but those messages were important ones, so its ok.
not mad. just irritated. haha.
then when I was about to go back to sleep at 11:20pm,
received a call from someone. sumpah it wasn't important.
asking about my results. and those stuffs that I dread hearing.
sorry I lied that I wasn't sleeping actually.
sorry I gotta hung up so fast cos I don't wanna talk about it.
and thank you that I can't get back to sleep.
and if people started talking about the obvious, they sense that we ain't talking to each other, so be it. I don't care cos its fcuking true.
its an anjing and kucing fight. haha, nahh.
ok I gotta chill and get back to sleep.

p.s. GPA 2.267, dropped from 2.444
Grades ALL "C", forgot to carry teachers balls. HAHH.
GOTTA BUCK UP. WAKE UP ASS !

cya mates.

2009-06-23T18:36:00.000-07:00

hello small world.

i'm exhausted. always been.
todays friendly, against NTU, improvements.
well done ite college central team.
BUT I screwed myself up.
for a reason, I was all over the place.
yes, I repeat, FOR A REASON.
I don't wanna play forward and point anymore.
sick of it. tiring. I wanna play chill.
"defender" for me please? hee.

p.s. sticks swung to my head and lips when opponent tried to shoot.
and I fall like one smelly jackfruit when opponent bang hard into me.
HAHHHH, lucky Natasha strong. Played it cool. Them, ignored.
No more hot tempered player.
Equals, not hearing complaints from some-know-who about me being hot tempered in court. HURAHH !
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

okbye.

2009-06-23T18:35:00.000-07:00

[ swear it wasn't planned, three quartz tee ]

2009-06-22T16:21:00.000-07:00

tell you who's the sex

Christofer Drew.

2009-06-21T11:14:00.000-07:00

Before I go on with my story telling,

Happy EIGHTEEN Haikal !
haha. ok, jumpa soon.
:DD

So, lets start from my Thursday.
Went to ITE Tampines to help out with the Sentosa tix,
for Beach event thingy in August.
Was late for an hour. Lucky, cos they were late too. haha.
We started at around 2pm. Need to finish up 5000 tix. But we did 2000 tix.
Thanks to Mr Ruben for treating us drinks. YEAHH !
Took a break. Ordered Canadian Pizza. WOOTZ! Costs us $49.90.
eat.eat.eat. Back to work, 1000 more tix.
At around 6:40pm, we're done with the 1000 tix.
Decided to pass the leftover pizzas to Surya.
She's working, so she left early and can't have her share of pizzas in school.
So, sent it to her. And we got free drinks from her. haha. Nice.
Myself, Amira and Huda walked around Tampines 1 and Tampines Mall.
Home around 10pm(?)

Friday

Exhausted much. Training in the morning. Standard, 0930 start.
I was rushing from home. Since I'm holding on to the Cage key.
Its more to physical. BRRR ! Shouldn't have puffed days before.
Training ends around 11:30am(?)
Amira, Huda and myself went to eat at Food Culture.
Bussed to Royal Sporting Warehouse. Yes, with my stick. HAHH.
Walked around that area to find other warehouses.
Then decided to go to Airport. For the cold air.
Bussed there. Bought bubble tea first.
Walked around. Tried to look for jobs.
Around 7/8pm(?) we bussed home.
Was exhausted so slept early.

Saturday, yesterday.

Met Razmilsyah and Syukrii under the block at around 3:15pm.
Admiralty MRT, met Sammy. Trained to Harbour Front.
Vivo, bought Sammy's new beads.
Ate at Harbour Front Center's foodcourt.
Had Roti Prata. Nice. But the gravy was spicy till it made me cough.
Like suddenly I was coughing non-stop. Felt like crying also. hahaha.
Met Naddy the Beat, Farna and their friend.
Chilled. Walked around. Trained to Orchard.
Now without Farna and friend.
Bought Razmilsyah's new flipflop.
Far East, wanted to buy Subway cookies but only got one which I dislike.
I WANT DOUBLE CHOC COOKIES !!!! Someone, please. I'm craving. HAHA.
Bought Fried Mars Balls instead. Chocolate. Very nice. :D
Went to buy our drinks. Slacked somewhere for our shots.
Looked for Zara shops. Then trained home.
Thanks Razmilsyah for sending me back home. :DD

Next week, hectic. Lots of plans.
Fyqah's Birthday Celebration. (:
KL trip briefing. Gotta get packed.
Two friendly matches. Floorball on Tuesday. Soccer on Thursday.
Arghh! Spare me Spare me Spare me.

Its stay home Sunday bby.

2009-06-17T19:27:00.000-07:00

( pale muka merepek )

Hello Small World.
I'm back with my coughing season.
So, stay away from me. HAHH.

stay tuned.

2009-06-17T19:26:00.000-07:00

2009-06-16T19:48:00.000-07:00

Photos, the day at WildWildWet and Escape.
WildWildWet, no shots taken.

Floorball training today at 0930.
I woke up at 0730.
Wash up. Packed. Rush here rush there.
Bussed to Tampines.
Upon approaching, saw some people still walking in.
So I took my own sweet time to walk in school. No rush.
Reached, hall still locked and only FIVE reached.
I was like, WOAHH ! I shouldn't have rushed, back at home.
Got changed. *blublablubla* Started training.
Today was more into defending techniques.
1200, its a wrap.
Chilled inside PE department room(?) with Amira, Surya, Huda and Miss Kal.
Talked about the team. Floorball and Hockey. Received team mates contacts.
We got FREE jerseys. The EXTRAS from inside Miss Kal's cupboard. WOOTZ!
Talked to Mr Ruben about the 15th August thing.
YAY ! Beach event in Sentosa. Its been so long.
We then went off at 1330. Took bus together and then went our separate ways.

Thursday 18th , helping with the 15th August thingy.
Thursday 25th, Floorball KL Trip briefing in ITE Bishan.
Tuesdays Fridays, usual, Floorball trainings.
Soccer trainings, so far no news.
Hope/Wish that there will be no more soccer trainings. I'm Lazy.

my fever won't go away.

2009-06-15T11:09:00.000-07:00

Happy LEGAL EIGHTEEN Nurul Afiqah Bte Mohd Noh !
Lets, SMOKE? CLUBBING? hahaha.
May all your wishes come true. Hope you find the right guy soon.
Don't sedih sedih no more ok, babe(:
Love kau.

p.s. thanks for always being the listening ear.
and you know my ears are for you too.
jumpa soon. SHEESHA :DD

..........................

Ok so yesterday, the AJs had their match.
Did my job, photographer. Pretty exhausted.
After match, slack till night.
Home, waited for the clock to strike 12am.
Sadly, without me knowing, I'm already in my dreams.
Exhausted much, I guess.
Dang! That makes it the second time I didn't wish people on the dot.
Intention was there, Intention was there. HAHA.

I'm down with flu.
ok, rest time.

2009-06-14T09:50:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty much exhausted now, still.
After the 8 hours of sleep. GAAH !
So yesterday I had lots of FUN with the usual.
Plan was to exchange the 8 Escape tix to WildWildWET tix.
Cos there's only 3 free WildWildWET tix.
Met Razmilsyah and Kamarul under their block.
Bussed to CausewayPoint, bought my Oreo Coffee bubble tea then met Sam and Din.
Bussed.WildWildWET.
Sadly, we can't change those tix. So, we decided to pay $15.50.
Got changed. Met Latep and Zue, who are already inside.
FUN.FUN.FUN.
Lazy River, Wave, Slides etc etc. WOAHH ! Nice.
At around 17:10 we got changed and went to Escape.
Didn't wanna waste the tix.
First stop, Pirate Ship. Its like, "this is gonna be my second and LAST time".
Seriously, I can't take the height. HAHA, ok aku kental.
Haunted House.Space Thingy. Driving with Razmilsyah.
HAHAHA. So much FUN. Walked off at around 7:45pm.
While walking to the Exit, someone called out my name.
It was Haqem classmate. WOOTZ! Been weeks since I last saw him.
He said, "orang orang handsome je boleh dapat kerja dekat sini"
he's referring to himself. D'uhh !
HAHAHA, WHAT THE MACAM PAHAM !
So off we went, bussed to Tampines. Ate at Food Culture.
I had Nasi Briyani Ayam. $5.50 but worth it. The chicken, lots of meat.
Bussed home. Exhausted much till fall a sleep.
BUT not for long. Was disturbed by Razmilsyah's shivering. haha.

To round things up,
SPECIAL THANKS TO..

Razmilsyah for the FREE tix.
Razmilsyah and Kamarul to send me back home.

(although its only 10plus and not after 12am)

Razmilsyah, Kamarul, Sammy, Din, Zue, Latep, for the GREAT DAY.

FCAJ game today at 5pm. All the best, A.JOES.

Photos, up soon.

2009-06-13T09:50:00.000-07:00

Pathetically only 6 came for Floorball training yesterday.

What is happening to the team man?.
So I lead with the warm ups and basics.
Firli lead with the rest. Thanks yaww Firli for the help(:
Training ends around five pee amp.
Firli, Yat, Yen and myself kept our stuff somewhere and went to eat at the coffee shop nearby. I had MEE GORENG with TEH KATAI.
We then headed back to school and slack at that "somewhere" till 6:45pm.
Sleep.Chat.Cold Room.Music.Radio.Drinks.
" alamak. bulu tercabut "
hahaha. inside story.
Central Training starts at seven pee amp.
*blublablubla* Home.

There's plans today. Will update about it.
Skipping Soccer Training. HAHA. YAY!

stay tuned.

2009-06-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

Only SIX came for soccer training yesterday.
So we only did the basics plus shooting. WOOTZ! Best.
I was enjoying myself shooting and by the time I realized, its already 6:35pm.
Was supposed to meet Baizoorawr at 7:30pm at Sengkang Inter.
So hurried off for wash up. Met Amir and Faizal at Bishan Station.
*blublablubla* Next stop, Sengkang.
Baizoorawr.Bussed.Hockey Stadium.Singapore V New Zealand.
We were late so only get to watch the last 30 minutes(?)
Scoreline, THREE - ONE.
Singapore number 10 scored the one goal.
YAYYYYY ! Tough match though.

And looking at them play and looking at those hockey sticks, I felt to urge to start playing hockey again. Why isn't there hockey in ITE? Dang!
Seriously, I miss Hockey truckloads.
POLY HERE I COME (just for hockey) HAHH. No such things.

This holiday is only about trainings trainings and LOTS OF TRAININGS.
I need rest. My body aches after standing under the hot blazing sun.
Tuesday Thursday Saturday, soccer trainings.
Friday, floorball trainings.
WOAHH !

two thirty pee amp, floorball training.

2009-06-11T12:00:00.000-07:00

Hey young world ! (:

Reading back my previous post, I am now laughing my ass out.
Recap about yesterday, it was hilarious.
I can't believe people are acting that way and I got pissed that easily over a molehill.
And I'm not trying to make a mountain out of a molehill.
And when I get pissed, I voice out in this blog.
D'uhh, that was a long post. I don't believe I typed out all those. hahaha.
Okay, whatever happens, happens for a reason which I don't think is necessary.
Let bygones be bygones.
I know I'm not in the wrong, so why bother. I got two backups to proof. WOOTZ!(;
well, they say myself nor the captain is in the wrong.

Alright so today at four thirty pee amp, I got soccer training.
Yarhh, AGAIN. shoutt, BORINGGGGG !
And after that(training) going to watch Hockey game.
Nationals Under 21(?), Singapore v New Zealand at 1930.
Who's 'ON', text me.

stay tune.

2009-06-10T20:32:00.000-07:00

STOP ASKING THE OBVIOUS !

JFYI, the rule of playing this game goes like this.
so, better take note.

without the captain / vice-captain 's updates, means the game is still 'ON', obvious isn't it?.
we don't update on this fcuking obvious things except for canceled trainings, friendly matches and all the other things that are NECESSARY or shall we say UNEXPECTED events.
we freaking update everyone at one go, if needed. and that is ONE DAY BEFOREHAND. if you didn't get our updates means we don't have your contacts. and if we say, "pass the message around", BETTER DO IT.
we don't special treat people. (don't pilih kasih) Hello, everyone is equal when it comes to "A TEAM". Captain/V. captain is just a name, a role to play.

Talking about "a role to play", doesn't include,
"hey, there's training tomorrow. come ok."
for every training sessions. Seriously, role ain't about doing that.
We have our own life. We know what we have and we don't have to do.

All this things was never needed last year.
If you think the Captain's not doing her job, mind you.
She never have to do this last year. (Captain for years)
But everything went GREAT, no dissatisfactions.

If you're lost, you just hit the target, you haven't been coming for trainings.
So, are we to be blamed if you don't even know about this OBVIOUS things?
Think again.

Alright, thats all. So now you're clear how the game works? GREAT.
Thanks for calling us "EGOTISCAL PLAYERS" (if thats how you spell it).
WOW ! Yes I'm full of EGO. I admit. I know myself best.
THEM/SHE, I don't know. I'm in no position to judge here.
I can be a b*tch sometimes. OR, most of the time.
Fcuking sarcastic when I get irritated.
And in this situation, I seriously am a B*TCH.

And WE, "EGOTISCAL PLAYERS", don't play the game "THEY SUCK" with the team.

I, Nur Natasha, V.Captain for College Central Floorball Girls team, knows how to treat every player equally. There are no such thing as, " eh you suck. so i don't want to update you about trainings. " Cos I don't get that position from the coach/players to judge players. I KNOW I'M NOT ONE BIG FCUK PLAYER WITH A NAME.

Thank you, really, for the name. Appreciate it. Cos it all goes back at ya.
SWALLOW BBY SWALLOW ! :D

p.s. as far as I am concerned, no names added.
makan lah chili kalau nak rasa pedas.

peace out.

2009-06-10T10:50:00.000-07:00

Since now I got time to spare,
I will make this a "proper" update.

Yesterday, I was oh-sososo-exhausted.
Planned to skip soccer training again.
But received a call from Azu, kena forced to go.
Being a good friend, I forced myself to go.
FITNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
And my accuracy suck truckloads.
Training ends around 7:00pm(?)
Trained and met Danial, he wanted to look for his mother's birthday present.
Woodlands.CWP.Bubble Tea.Metro.His crib.Eat.Prison Break.Home.
And by then the screw to my legs were loose. HAHH.
Home, texted Shafei for awhile. Then,
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. Early night.
Fcuk, soccer training again on Thursday.
And its a MUST COME. Since coach said this,
" I want to see more of you during trainings "
I WANT TO QUITTTTTTTTTT, SPARE ME !
Serious speaking, I lost interest in playing soccer.
How come? No idea and don't even bother to know.

DANG ! I'm hungry.
I fried chicken wing earlier on and totally forgot about it.
Yeahh, it turns CHOWTARRRRRRRR ! HAHA.
Gonna buy some milk later.
Stick ass at home today.

...............................

that feeling, its haunting me.
IMS. IMY.
imissschool.imissyou.

stay tuned.

2009-06-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

I bought that DAKINE Garden Backpack.
79 bucks in store without discount.
well, its plain, simple and suuuuuweet.
Just the way I love it.
THANKS D.
(you know who you are, haha)

peace out bby.

2009-06-08T09:13:00.000-07:00

Hello world, today marks my brother's birthday.
Happy SEVENTEEN Ril Iskandar !
Lucks for O's. & happy days ahead aye.
:DD

2009-06-07T10:36:00.000-07:00

. ITS STAY HOME SUNDAY .

check this out

2009-06-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FIFTEEN Natt Mendez, PINKY !
I call her by the name PINKY. Why? She knows why.
okaay, happy days ahead of you, ya babe.
:DD

[ meet my crapface no. 3 ]

FRIDAY NIGHT bby.

well spent.
natasha . naddy . zu . latep . sammy . razmilsyah . dzulsham . kamarul .
SHEESHA session, on Dzulsham. Thank you(:

ok thats all, lazy to type.
p.s. more photos coming up.

2009-06-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

" You're getting closer now, it's getting better now.
But you're still so far gone.
And I am to the point where I don't even wanna know where you are
Or where you're going.
Same old story.
And I am to the point where I don't even wanna see your face anymore.
I don't wanna live with regrets.
Wonder why my life is a mess.
But I'm moving on.
I never felt so alive.
But now without you by my side.
I'm so glad I left you behind. "

Floorball training at 2:30pm today.
MAYBE to Diadora warehouse after that.
SHEESHA session at night.

AND I've yet to get this done,
~~holidays~~.haircut.highlight.hoorayhooray.
Gotta strike that as soon as possible.

&&&

foods been keeping me company everyday, LOTS of food
cos you see, I eat when I'm bored
LOTS of chocolates, YUM YUM YUMMY !
and you know what will happen when you eat too much.
DAMN, I gotta control my diet. ( but I'm not on diet , fersho)

oknow, its a wrap.

2009-06-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

if you're late means you're late
cos there are no flashbacks

I wonder what am I going to do this summer.
I got a Floorball KL trip coming up at the end of the month.
Which I'm so looking forward to it. Woots!(:
Apart from that, I think I'm gonna look for a job.
Whats holidays with a hole in the pocket right?.
Minus the me begging for money from parents.
DAMN, I seriously need to stack up my stacks.
Sentosa OUTZ with Mechatronics students, 20th.
And yeah, that is IF the plan is even working.
Oh and I'm not going to miss this out,
LOTS OF SHEESHA SESSIONS ! :DD
One coming up this Friday with the AJs.
BZZZZZZZT, Fridays Floorball training. Such a turn off.

&&&

I remembered owe-ing Fauzi aka OG an out together session.
Gotta get it done this holiday.
And also ZACKY, my MSN buddy, SLACK session.
WOOTS(:

To sum things up, this summer ain't gonna be the worst summer ever.

2009-06-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

EXAMS OVER, I'M OFFICIALLY ON HOLIDAYYYYY !
WOOOOOOOOTS! (:

And I'm prepared to FAIL. Getting shits for my results.
Anytime, just show me my results. I won't be disappointed.
I totally SCREWED UP the AC/DC paper.

holidays.haircut.highlight.hoorayhooray.

p.s. new playlist up. go check it out.
(if you even bother, hahh)

okbye.

2009-06-02T17:07:00.000-07:00

( meet my another crapface )

I WILL BE BURNING MID-NIGHT OIL !

I'm so called mugging now just for the sake of exam, tomorrow.
But everyone needs a break right? RIGHTTTT.
And if you're doing things for the sake of anything, it isn't gonna help much.
Cos nothing much goes inside the head. Really. Try it.
Damn'it! I need my study mode back, just like secondary school days.

I'm gonna take this time to do a survey, from Fyqah.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- my cheek man my cheek.
&& for you scukers out there, KISS MY ASSSSS!
*kening naik naik*

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- feel so UPBEAT. haha, for no reason.
maybe because tomorrow's exam.
& Im FWEEEEEEEEE !(:

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- alone was the latest.
latest with someone, should be with any of the A.Joes.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- YES ! I'm spoiled but I'm better than yo "NENEK". (:

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- sure, why not? but wait till i have the guts to do so.
Cos i get weak in the knees if I see BIG needles. haha.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- I don't have best friends. Everyone's treated equally. Just friends that care.
No best Not best kinda shits, too OLD school.

7. Do you want someone dead?
- sapppppp. dead no? too evil. i want someone to break his/her ankle. woots!

8. Will you die for the one you love?
- hahaha, YOU JUMP I JUMP, OK?.

9. What are you thinking right now?
- i'm thinking how am I going to be like in class tomorrow, exam period.
should be scratching my head, bitting nails, making stressed up face.

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- yes. a teacher sitting beside me giving me answers for tomorrow's paper.
apart from that, someone i miss but dislike. *smile*

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- early. around 11plus pm? yeah. guess so.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- its the X-country tournament sleeveless I got this year.

13. Is someone on your mind?
- yeahh baby yeahhhh !

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- :)Fauzi aka OG

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.

Fyqah (DONE)
Razmilsyah
Baizoorawr
Esyadd
Nadrah Shazwani
Shafei
Hamimah
Shazwan
Scriptz
WeiSien

( I doubt they will do this)

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
- he's my sayang. hahahahaha.
currently single baybee.

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
- she's proud to be a female. haha(:

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- Hamimah and WeiSien, ex-classmates man.

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- i so know how to answer this with no mistakes made.
shes studying the course Mechatronics.
its her second year now, in Medical class not Automation.
& her class is FH0801M-2. haha, AMEK KAU! too specific!

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- last week, this week, just, but not all.

21. Is no. 4 single?
- he's single but already got a BABY.
A BABY D-OG to be specific. HAHA.
(you know i know eh esyadd)
*kening up up down down*

22. Say something about no. 3.
- Baizoorawrr. she's nice. really. Used to be my floorball team mate.
Daymn I miss playing floorball with you, babe. She's selenger at times.
But its really a joke to see her act kinda weird sometimes. HAHAHA.
but watch out for her temper.. TAKE CARE punya. haha.

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- Baizoorawr and Nadrah Shazwani? Sweeeeeeet. but nahh.
It aint the boygirl thing.

24. Descibe no. 9.
- Scriptz the Dope boy. He's doing his recordings. And done one. Nice. Job well done. Talented. Kudos to your Hip Hop Crew(:

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
- hahaha, they hardly know each other.
but they are schooling under the same roof, ITE SIMEI.

26. Do you like no. 8?
- he's one of the AJ's. so why should I dislike him?.

and thats all to kill the boredom.

2009-06-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

Oh girl, words can't even burn me and they don't kill.
My name don't deserve to be in your mouth, no seriously.
You know what? The problem actually lies in YOU.
You keep trying to bug him with your "sindiran"
(sorry if I used the wrong word)
Don't you think it irritates him, basically no you don't.
But I know it does, cos he onced told me that it is IRRITEHHTING.
So I'm not speaking just for the sake of speaking and blurting out nonsense.
Okay, actually I shouldn't even bother. Why should I?.
And i'm not living in a world of regrets.
Cos I know you well enough, but not too well. D'uhh!
But "well enough" w/o the "too well" is good enough. (:
GOOD LUCK MATE & I'm happy for ya.

Note : I didn't state any names.
Save your breath and HUSH if you ever think that I'm talking about ya.
You just gotta swallow it, ladd(:
I'm sorry if you find it harsh.

Ok i'm done speaking my minds out.
Now I'm ready to mug for exam, which is tomorrow.
Since nothing is bothering me anymore. Woots!(:

2009-06-01T20:21:00.000-07:00

[ meet my crapface ]

Guess what? *WHAAAAAAAAAAT?.*
I started mugging since Saturday but nothing seems to be absorbed.
This morning I woke up early just to finish up my "reading".
Cos it feels like I'm in school, attending theory lessons in the morning. HAHH.
Seriously it goes in the brain for lets say, five-ten minutes?.
COUNT THAT AS PATHETIC, VERYYY !
No, actually I just lied to you people.
Something somewhat stays in my brain and that is the formula to find synchronous speed, Ns = 60f/P. Oh and rotor speed, Nr = Ns (1-S).
Yeahh, and thats all. Cool huh? ASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
Plus I got those worksheets to accompany me while mugging.
Guess what again? I don't believe the answers in it.
Cos I don't even believe the answers given by the teacher is right.
Sometimes or can I say most of the time its the other way round. If you know her, you should know what I'm trying to hit ya at.
For goodness sake, spare me. I'm so not ready for exams.
I'm very disturbed with things happening around me. Really.
Its exam mode but I'm not in the mood. You feel me?

Okgo.

2009-05-31T10:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went AJ's game.
I'm their photographer, usual.
But this time it was seriously boring.
Nothing much to snap. Field was small.
And that equals to too much crowding.
GAAAHH! sorry mates if there's no good photo of yourself.

Home straight because I want to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.
HAHAHAHAHA. GAAAAAAAAAAAYY!
Actually I watched for five-ten minutes only cos I find it boring.
Was exhausted so slept early.

Today was supposed to have a study date with Fauzi aka OG, at 3pm.
BUT felt just plain lazy to get my ass out of the house today.
So gonna cancel it. Sorry Fauzi. Peace. I owe you one.

“Thinking I was naive

And I thought that I was strong

I thought "hey I can leave, I can leave"

But now I know that I was wrong cause I missed you

Yeah I missed you”

2009-05-29T15:47:00.000-07:00

LETS GO SHEESHA AGAIN !
craving for it. hahaha.

Hey people, just so you know, i'm doing great. HAHA.
Problems solved. I didn't do much of silent treatment.
But I don't do too much of talking either. I'm back to the normal me.
Been doing much of thinking and thanks for the help from friends.
I'M OFFICIALLY OVER IT ! (chey, officially) hahaha, crap.

Today's the day. Presentation day of our project. WeeWeet!(:
Oh, powerpoint presentation, just read from the slides.
Its a last minute thing cos I asked for the last slide(pictures) but my name was out on the slide that I know nothing about. HAHA.
I kena BASTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARD! laugh at that.
Our car works well. The tortoise won. Rabbit lose.
Next time, don't be too proud ok Rabbit. HAHHH.
They know whats that supposed to mean. hahaha.

Exam is up next. B*tch! I know nothing.
Gotta start mugging. WAITTTT!
Say whaaaaaaat? Mugging?
NO WAY!
I'm just gonna shake leg. Hope-ing for the best of it. HAHA.
shit, i'm lying.

okay, bye.

2009-05-26T19:28:00.000-07:00

& I can't be bothered to know or care.
do what you want. say what you like.
cos in the first place it goes one ear in and the other ear out.
I don't hold onto grudges. sucha waste of my time.

ok, i'm lying.

2009-05-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

( team messy )
sadly, shawalia can't be seen in the picture.
blame the photographer. HAHA.
& they said I look like chinese with contacts on.

I'm very very VERY tired.
Friday tough friendly match, slept at 1am, woke up at 7am.
Not enough rest.
And I was at the verge of sleeping while waiting for my team's turn to play.
Till I can barely walk home yesterday.
So, I won't be updating much.

Yesterday we had Charity Soccer.
Great game. 3rd. Ngaaaaah.
They should really count by goals. Not points.
Really. I'm unhappy with the game settings.
Buat penat only score so much goals in the first place.
But I'm glad that Canberra teams kicked Northlight asses out of the game.
GOOOOOOOO CANBERRA!
Aide Iskandar senyum kat aku la weii! HAHAHA.

Trained home with Amir. We walked around, chat.
Chat about life. R/S problems.
HAHA, we're somewhat going through the same R/S problem.
Hours of doing so. Went off around 7pm(?).

Home, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
12 plus am, online MSN for awhile. Check on stuffs. Slept back.

finiiihs(finish)

2009-05-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

This morning I cried like a baby. (serious, HAHAHAHA) Why?
Because I found my MP3 missing after I went for wash up.
Yeah, it got missing IN THE HOUSE ! CB !
Fucking pissed. No music, No life.
So after my mom saw me crying, she helped me look for it.
But to no avail. I just went to school, feeling very angry.

And now that I got back home, its still nowhere to be found.
KNNCCB ! (angry angry angry)

So went to school as per normal, late.
Guess what? I was smiling and doing our work.
Yeah, OUR WORK. TEAMWORK's there.
Since someone complained to me that there's no teamwork.
So I told the rest to do it together as a team.
See.. I'm good to fulfill your wants. Chey. HAHA.

I thought about it yesterday, before I went to sleep.
Its like a waste of time repeating it the second time. So yeah.
I'm over it.

Today went to floorball training.
EXHAUSTED MUCH !
Soccer, simple training then friendly with Raffles Girls (?)
Lost 5-3, I guess.
I scored one, free hit. Screening and blocking. Kinda far but it went it. YAY!
And I got a tap on the shoulder by coach. Double YAY!
HAHA. Position center is hell. You have to run back and forth, FAST.
Lucky my oil is well filled today.

Home not straight after that.
Ok, tomorrow is CHARITY SOCCER at The CAGE.
Wish us alumni team luck. Thanks. HAHA.

sudah, bye.

2009-05-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Guess what?
I think I'm kinda over it right now.
Not fully though.

Thanks to Fauzi aka OG(:
& Zack Remy(:
Thanks for the listening ear people.

Oh not to forget FYQAH(:
come lets step gerek like nenek. haha.

ok bye.

2009-05-21T17:32:00.000-07:00

FUCK, IT HURTS B*TCH !

You said you were tired of pretending.
But now you're back to pretending, I guess.
Sometimes I seriously don't understand what you exactly want.
And now I'm going with the flow, playing the game "Pretence" with you.
So far, the game went well.

KL Floorball trip, thinking twice about it.
Thanks to you.

Moody.
And to make this post look long..
Hi world, this is how my life has been (a b*tch) so far.

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that

with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer
nicer

ok, bye.

2009-05-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

And I thought I was the happiest person on earth yesterday.
But it wasn't. WHY? Why is this happening?
ARGHHH! I feel shitty and I don't wanna go to school.
But seem like I have no choice.
you're toying with my feelings time and again, boy

I NEED A BIG WARM HUG to ease the pain.

take care.

2009-05-20T17:12:00.000-07:00

I slept late yesterday, 4am.
Today went to school, half-dead. Felt like I'm having fever. But nahh.
Reached school at 9am. Late as usual.

Less sleep = Half-dead = Not talking much = Mood swing

The Uninvited(:
Boringg. Rated 4 outta 10.

for today, this short post will do.

2009-05-18T21:49:00.000-07:00

" Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you.
You got me hypnotized , so mesmerized.
And I just got to know. "

I hate this feeling.
Firstly, thank you for yesterday. Shocked but..
You made me a happy goober. Smiling like there's no tomorrow.
Secondly, now I'm feeling stupid and good.
Reason being, ask personally.

Thanks for the listening ear, joes.
I know its boring. But yeah(:

School today was alright.
Basically did nothing in class, referring to project.
But enjoyed the day web-cam-ing with Noraswan.
No, its us with his cousin and her friends. Really.
" Cina Boy!!!! "
" no. 23!!!! "
" my teacher's name is handsome. "
" why shiny? cos he polishes his head everyday. "
HILARIOUS ! FUN people.

ok dah. bye.

2009-05-17T12:08:00.000-07:00

[ fcajoes & janes ]

Lets start from Friday.
Had Napfa 2.4km in the morning.
Splendid job ! 37th/47th position.
That makes my timing around 12minutes?. Gyeah.
Not even a little stomach cramp, I got.
Thank God(:

School ends just like that.
Afternoon, went for Floorball training. Was late.
Mis-calculate time, thats why. HAHA.
& I thought I will be questioned by coach, but I wasn't.
She even said, "Hi" when she saw me JUST walking out of the toilet when the rest were busy warming up.
So, proceeded with my self-warming up. (7 rounds with no stretching, HAHA)
Training was splendid. Back to basics. Study the game.
Nomination of Captain and Vice Captain, after training.
Amira is the Captain. Baikk(:
Vice Captain, for me to know, for you to find out.
Was exhausted so, went home straight.

Saturday, FCAJ match with they-don't-know-who.
Ride in Boon's car. With Kamarul and Razmilsyah.
Wrap, a WIN for the Joes, 4-2.
I was frustrated while watching the game cos I heard lots of tak perlu comments from the opponent side. HAHH.
example, "keeper bawah block". I'll go, clicking the "X" button.
*TETTTTT* Facts all wrong. Hard luck. Try again next time.
I think they should just keep it to themselves or they will be a laughing stock.
Really. Those kinda people are really hilarious. Enough bout them M.R.
Watched soccer for awhile at coffee shop. Bunch-full of people.
GLORY MAN UNITED !

finisssh.

2009-05-14T18:53:00.000-07:00

I got a new little red-ish friend.
& they said I did piercing under my lips
Cee Bong! (everything bong x2) HAHA.

I miss the 5:45pm text messages.
I miss the late night calls.
I miss Jackass. *sad face*
man, he's just too busy nowadays.
ok, random.

Today ..

Natasha : today soccer training starts at what time? (action only, ask)
Azu : 5pm. you going? I'm not going.
Natasha : idk. I lazy la wanna go.
Azu : go la. tournament's coming soon. go ok? Saturday also got training.
Natasha : yayaya. ok. going. (like real)

HAHAHA, so.. I went home straight after school.
Ok, I admit.. I'M SUCH AN ASS for skipping soccer trainings.
I just can't make up my mind whether to quit or not.
FickleMinded ASS HOE, that is me.

Home with Weston, Suhaimi, Solihin, Noraswan, Wei Min, Azrin, Rizal, Fyqah, Syuhada. Thats all, I guess.
Alot huh? Gyeahh. Random number two.

I'm exhausted. Really.
Not because I went to gym but because people around me are being jokers.
Without them realizing it. Laugh at that.
That makes me exhausted from laughing my ass off.
Talking about gym, Syuhada, Rizal, Weston, Fyqah and myself went to the gym.
If you think we're feeling feeling FIT people, knock your head and think again.

Nabueh! Tomorrow got 2.4km (Napfa) at 9inthemorning.
Hot blazing sun shines on us like soccer stars.
Afternoon got Floorball training, with coach.
With coach equals to FITNESS.
I hope I won't die from exhaustion.

Ok dah.

2009-05-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

[ my lazy/ tak ikhlas smile ]

[ im shooting super-tarrs ]

[ imma busy not-yet-a-women that day ]

SHEESHA session was AWESOMELY GOOOOOOD.
Makes me fly. Very highhhh. haha, really.
I was at the verge of shutting my eyes(sleep) cos of giddyness.
Lucky that my hero was at the nearby shop, mentos saved me. HAHA.
And oh, we went to town before the sheesha session. Ate late lunch.

Naddy, Razmilsyah, Syukrii, Sammy.. the VERY NICEEEE people(:

Lazy to update more.
So, thats it.

2009-05-10T11:29:00.000-07:00

I see shaa SHEESHA on the seashore
Later, KKJ OUTZ

And I know my blogskin is as plain as paper.
But I like it. Very neat. haha.

Early Mourning, very niceee.

Last night I forgot, how the sound of your voice whispered sweet
Goodbyes, your eyes, left to die
I'm alone to understand why

Why not one more night
One last kiss goodbye
My sweet love tonight
I hope the stars
Still spell out your name where you are

Kiss my closing eyes
Help me sleep,
Without you I'm so lost
Tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm embrace

Why not one more night
One last kiss goodbye
My sweet love tonight
I hope the stars
Still spell out your name where you are

I close my eyes and you.. are everything I see
Goodbye..

Goodbye to you my love
I won't forget you
I'll see you soon
Goodbye my love
Goodbye to you my love
I won't forget you
Bye, Bye love

2009-05-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

its Nice.
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, Mom.
ILY.

2009-05-09T10:47:00.000-07:00

2009-05-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

I was over it before

2009-05-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

Being such a great team mate, I skipped soccer training today.
I didn't even plan to go for it anyway. haha. Lazy.
Since Zuu never text/call me to go training with her, I just couldn't resist to just head home straight after class. Gyeahh, so I did. hahaha.
School was fine today. Can be better.

Conference chat with ex-WRPS mates earlier.
They were fast man. Hard time catching up.
Its ok. Gotta have more of it next time.

Tomorrow morning, 8am to 11am got NAPFA test.
1-2-3-shoutt WHAT THE HELL -OHHHHHH !
Morning equals to weak body, sleepy eyes, rumbling tummy.
Adds to teachers yapping. Multiply to the hot weather.
NO WAY I'M GONNA SURVIVE THE DAY.
Just all those minus the afternoon floorball training with coach. Tough.
Gonna be exhausted.
Never mind, just wanna get it done and over with.

ok i'm off to bed, b*tch(s) [:

2009-05-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

[ my f*ck face and WeiSien(: ]

Wazzzzzup, me back b*tch! (:

Internet breakdown for the past few days.
So gyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
School's been rather fun and f*cking slack.
Nothing much to do in class.
This week, watched "Jangan Tegur" with classmates.
WOOOH! The starting, SCRARYYYYYY.
Yeah, starting only. Should go catch it, people.
Its worth your 6/10 bucks.

I'm still awake now cos I drank coffee.
Stupid or whaaaaaaaat?.

Tomorrow there's soccer training at 3pm(?)
I WANNA QUIT ! I'm just plain lazy for soccer, b*tch.
Far siaaa. Must rush here and there.
Siapa mahu layan?.
Plus trainings will be three days a week.
Double the siapa mahu layan?.

Floorball at Tampines Campus is enough for me.

ok updated

2009-04-29T17:09:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL'S BORINGG

2009-04-29T17:08:00.000-07:00

I skipped school half way since I felt like falling sick.
My body was slowly getting HOT as the aircon hit me like crazy.
Doing nothing now. Waiting for Jackass text/call.
NTU students having exam lerr.
Photos of BBQ OUTZ
here we go

there's more actually
but the rest of the photos, my face looks f*cking oily.

ok done.

2009-04-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of update. Been busy.

School was fine. Nothing much to do in practical class actually.
The project is already half done. So yeah.
In class I either play PSP or CS. Oh ya, and also online MSN.
I'm such a NOOOOOB with CS. haha.
It lasted me only 2-3 mins and there you see the hero, DEAD.
Laugh at that.

Friday we had Life Skill presentation in the morning.
It went on smoothly but actually it was a last minute thing that we choose which slides we each gonna do. So, Pravo! HAHAHA.
NO MORE LIFE SKILL LESSON ANYMORE. WOHOOOOO !
Floorball training on Friday was fine. Nothing FUN about it.
Joined the guys Central training (club) and that is when the REAL training begins.
I trained becoming a defender. Gyeah. FUN.
Ended around 8pm(?)
Off we went to Simpang Bedok for dinner.
Home with Noraswan and Jen.
12am sharp (my time), Wished Firli a Happy Birthday (:

My Saturday was well spent.
Off to Pasir Ris park with Haikal and Elise.
We cab-ed there since the bus "43" is no where to be found.
"FUNNY AH?! HAHAHA" , "ALIEH ROAD " WTH! Uncle(driver) joker.
*blublablubla* Had so much FUN. So much to talk about.
Last train home (?) Reached home around 1plus am.
Texted with Jackass and I fell asleep. haha.
Photos up soon.

its a wrap.

2009-04-19T16:06:00.000-07:00

CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHILLI CHOP CHOP CHOP !
.
.
0-0-7- BANG! *hands up* shoutts, AHHH !
.
.
I LOVE YESTERDAY

cherio

2009-04-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 48TH BIRTHDAY MOM ! [:
ILY.

Wednesday went out with Danial, after school.
His crib, then dinner at McDonald. Slack.
Called Jackass up. Chat awhile only cos he's busy with phone calls.
Something happened that day. Don't wanna talk about it here.
Its between US FOUR. Actually its THEM THREE.
So, I gotta hush and don't spit out anything.

Yesterday's CCA Booth was great.
Alot signed up to join floorball. BRAVO! you've made the right choice.
Don't know who PAITAO. hahh.
Had our very late lunch at McDonald.
Home with Zul. Exhausted.
Called Jackass up and chat for awhile. Surrounding was busy, so hung up.
And we texted till late night.

I've been having FLU this few days.
Its getting worse everyday. Why? Cos I didn't take any medicine.
I HATE EATING MEDICINE(s) !
I'm already in my school uniform but doesn't feel like going to school.
I'm having minor headache now. EFF !
Been forcing my butts to school and school only make it worst.
So yeah.. HOME is the only medicine.

okay bye.

2009-04-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

Hairieeeeeeeeeee Jackass (:

Yesterday texted him till very late.
Thats the reason for being late today.
HAHAHA, random.
DIA JACKASS KU YANG BETUL PUNYA JACKASS.
Okay, so he planned to meet up soooon.
Okay go, best.
I so can't wait to meet his niece, Emelda.
Planned to fetch her up from school with Jackass.
Don't know when ah eh. Been stucked with school. Dang!
Thats all for my very random shit.

lets go, bye.

2009-04-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

( Oh, MARIAAAAAAAA ! )

First day of school, BORINGGGG. Nothing much to do.
Discussed so much and someone just have to take my group mates away from me.
Dang you! They were told to do some other project.
So, Noraswan and me have to join the other team.
8am, late. 5pm, early. HAHA.
STUCKED WITH SCHOOL GIRL.

Plans this week, of course only my weekends were available for booking.
So, Saturday morning booked by Danial (DannDanz).
Off for Morning breakfast at McDonald. Woots(:
Sunday afternoon booked by Ahhlift.
Off for job hunting around town.

okay bye.

2009-04-11T22:33:00.000-07:00

If you realized that somethings missing in the previous post, ya right.
I thought I was being so mean. So I deleted parts of it. [ HAHA ]
Doesn't get the chance to read it? Aww. You miss the FUN, the mean side of me. Rightt Natasha Rightt.
Nahh, I'm no mean girl, I GUESS. Laugh at that.

SAY WHAAAAAAAT?! Bye.